i pretend that JENISA still cares so much about me that she has to force herself not to show it because i can’t bring myself to believe that someone who once cared about/loved me so much and did so many things with/for me could now not show any desire to talk to me or see me and forget about me like a piece of trash (which is admittedly how i feel when i think of myself in regards to her) it feels very much like “saying again there is a last even of last times, last times of begging, last times of loving, of knowing not knowing pretending”

every girl is taller than me. i’m 5’5 and a leo i think that says a lot about my outlook on life and romance

What’s up everyone. I just got to LA to see son lux tonight and then realized I forgot the tickets at home

i found a fat trail of thief ants forming a line into our sink a few days ago, so i killed them with windex, covered the hole, put a few bay leaves out and let my roommates know about them. i said it’s probably because of the dirty dishes in the sink, and that if they come back, we may have to buy bug spray and change the frequency in which they wash their dishes. i wash all of mine the day of. well the ants are back now and no one has said anything??? no one is taking responsibility? it’s as if because i was the one who saw them, now it’s my responsibility to get rid of them??? not only is the trail to the sink back, but there’s a trail in the cupboards cutting through all of kelsey and i’s boxed/canned food to get to an open bag of cashews that are on cody and cory’s side of the cabinets. wtf. come on guys. anyway does anyone know how to get rid of these assholes (the ants)

something good might happen for me on tuesday, so please think positive vibes for me because i’ve been putting a lot of time, effort and self into it and it would be nice to be rewarded at least once this year with something tangible and not just a moment, even though i do treasure the good moments i’ve been given since i had the bad one. it’ll be a year in 20 days. can you believe i survived? i surely didn’t think so on all of the occasions that i was driving somewhere in my car, loudly choking out sobs with snot running down my face, and especially not that day i was walking down the stairs after work and got that text about someone else.

Anonymous:
I owe you my life for introducing me to Sufjan a couple years ago whenever I started following you

it’s good to share because i owe sufjan a lot for the things his music has done for me. particularly the lines “the devil is hard on my face again, the world is a hundred to one again”

"you live in ohio, or washington, or wherever. you are a shadow my body leaves on other girls. i have a growing queue of things i know will make you laugh and i don’t know where to put them. i mourn like you’re dead."

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poetic-ness:


"When they don’t love you the way you want to, you mourn that for however long you need to. But then you get back up and you remind yourself. You are not a reflection of the people who can’t love you. You will love again. You will be loved again." - Caitlyn Siehl 

poetic-ness:

"When they don’t love you the way you want to, you mourn that for however long you need to. But then you get back up and you remind yourself. You are not a reflection of the people who can’t love you. You will love again. You will be loved again." - Caitlyn Siehl 

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the stuff i just bought for my navy suit for the wedding i’m going to. i’m glad i saved up all the money i ended up using. i’m gonna look 💯

IBEYI GOES OFF!!!!!!!!!!! SO OFF!!!!!

when you’re on okcupid and you see that someone’s profile says “replies frequently” do you think to yourself that it must be because they’re a nice person or because they’re weird? because 99% of the time if i see “replies frequently” i’m like oh nope not down for that weird kind of person that replies to all of their okcupid messages

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olisaurusrex:

"Alternative R&B must die" FKA Twigs speaks out on racism in the music industry through genre-specifying:

"When I first released music and no one knew what I looked like, I would read comments like: ‘I’ve never heard anything like this before, it’s not in a genre,’” she continued. “And then my picture came out six months later, now she’s an R&B singer. I share certain sonic threads with classical music; my song “Preface” is like a hymn. So let’s talk about that. If I was white and blonde and said I went to church all the time, you’d be talking about the ‘choral aspect’. But you’re not talking about that because I’m a mixed-race girl from south London."

olisaurusrex:

"Alternative R&B must die" FKA Twigs speaks out on racism in the music industry through genre-specifying:

"When I first released music and no one knew what I looked like, I would read comments like: ‘I’ve never heard anything like this before, it’s not in a genre,’” she continued. “And then my picture came out six months later, now she’s an R&B singer. I share certain sonic threads with classical music; my song “Preface” is like a hymn. So let’s talk about that. If I was white and blonde and said I went to church all the time, you’d be talking about the ‘choral aspect’. But you’re not talking about that because I’m a mixed-race girl from south London."

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instead of emptying the overly full trash that was making the living room/kitchen smell like rotting food, my girl roommate lit a fucking scented candle in the kitchen. it’s 90 degrees in the house, you got off work at 1pm, sat your ass on the couch, I come home at 5:30 drenched in sweat the house smells like hot garbage juice and you lit A CANDLE please… kill my ass

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so haagen dazs rolled out this new app called “the scoop” for employees. i think it came out on the 2nd but i just heard about it at my store today. anyway it’s a pretty basic principle, you sign into the app and it shows you your schedule, you can send messages to other people who work for your shop, there’s this “pre-shift huddle” for each day that is like your shop’s sales goal for the day, and a question of the day quiz and if you answer it right you get what look like little cone points. the app could use some improvement but its cool IMO

anyway my manager texted me the link to the app today, and the password, but the password is a very generic number and when i signed in i couldn’t find anywhere to change it to my own personal password? so i signed out and used one of my coworker’s emails (my friend) and typed in the same password and it turns out we all have the same password lol so i answered her question wrong on purpose and sent messages to ppl